I bid you farewell.

If you asked me if I would change anything about 2012 I'd have to say, no, I would not. Are there moments I wish never happened because of the growing pains that went along? Most definitely. But those moment were the ones that were necessary in order for me to grow not only as a mother but to grow into my own, fully. I've shown myself that I have more strength then I ever thought possible. Strength to use my words when I had to and even more strength to not use my words when caught in the cycle of ego.

Talking with my beautiful friend Rain tonight she mentioned her journey home to herself. Yes, yes, a thousand times yes! That is exactly what this last year has been. The final push to my journey home, finally having home within myself. It's usually a road paved with obstacle, treachery and hardship but to overcome all that you come out on the other side into this glorious field of the most succulent wildflowers. I've made wildflower angels in this space.

This next year is about not only maintaining this beautiful field but to grow it deeper. Water it fully. Dig my hands in and make an impact. You, my love, my beautiful wild woman, soul sister, I am adorning you in wildflower crowns and bathing you in sweet scents of nectar. This is my holy land.

It's time you find your own field of wildflowers and together, we can cover the earth in dew covered petals grown in the light.

I thank you, my tribe of badass women, for holding space for me through this time of major upheaval and transition. I thank you, 2012, for this year of growth and learning. I thank you universe for taking us into the new age and bringing so much enlightenment, so much awareness and for helping to lighten the load of burden and of guilt I once carried.

So I ask you, m'dears, what can you leave behind in 2012 that no longer serves you?

Peace and Love.

Katelyn

Soak.

My advent windows word for today was "soak." My first thought immediately went to the bath I was planning to take this evening. I let the word reside in my head as I prepared and cleaned the house for the guided meditation my friend Jessica was hosting here.

It burrowed in. Got cozy. And did just that, soak.

Jessica called on her spirit guides to let her know how to guide us all. I loved watching her bless the land. She told me that the land and house has a wonderful energy. That it flowed well and worked in harmony with each other. What we had found out about the builders of the house, they intentionally built this house. They placed the house on the land in such a way to work with the trees and flow of the land instead of disrupting it. They put in huge windows in order to get as much natural light in the house. Joey and I both felt it had positive energy when we put in an offer. Then the realtor told us that information and it made even more sense. Jessica felt it as well. It was then reaffirmed again by all the guests that joined us today.

After blessing the land and setting the space and alter up guests started trickling in. Fluidity was the word for this ceremony. And fluid it was. The intention was to release negative thought patterns. Ask questions and ask for guidance. Part of my questioning was how I could help women and what I could offer. I released this to the fire, along with my dreads as this felt like the exact right time, and then soaked in the sun during the 8 minute time frame that the earth lined up with the center of the galaxy. After some research I found that during this 8 minute window of the earth aligning, the galaxy was sending an abundance of dark matter energy into our atmosphere. And it was here. Here for the harnessing. They say the pyramids were built for this reason. They are the perfect shape for collecting and storing energy. This energy is powerful and helps amplify that shift into a new consciousness. The consciousness where worry falls away and you feel at peace with yourself. At peace with your life. A shift of wanting to spread only love. A shift of not caring about more more more, bigger better best. I felt this shift and I am ready. I am doing. I felt the energy of those around me as they soaked this up as well. I felt overwhelmed with gratitude that this was happening around me, to me, through me. That this was happening on my land. In my home.

Do you realize how blessed we are? We are living in the time of the shift into awareness. Into a collective consciousness. We've moved together, as a world, from the dark age into the bronze age. I take you by the hand my brothers and sisters and walk into this new era, together, with love.

Energy is powerful on it's own but it needs to be worked with. Fed. Nourished. And loved. Don't let your energy become stagnant again. Work it every day.

A bit later Jessica did a clearing on me. She shared with me that the guides were and have been showing her a vision of me for some time now. A vision of me dipping white rose petals into a bowl of blessed water, brushing this water onto women. Cleansing them with it. She felt her and I have some strong work to do with healing women. Healing women from the damage that has been done through society. Offering gatherings.

She was unaware of the questions I had asked of the universe today.

Yeah. I hear you spirit.

Peace and Love.

Katelyn